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I've never been so hurt in my life before. Why am I such a weakling? 


Sometimes I really hate myself

If you were dead

Can never tell what I think deep inside.
But the truth is I will definitely cry my heart out.
That's my answer. You know why? You're one of the few whom I treasure the most.
We may be always quarreling over minor things but I don't wish for anything to happen to you :(
You're stronger than this!

Honestly, whenever I think about this...I'm holding back my tears ㅠㅠ

To you:

I MISS YOU D:

Stressful November

Never in my life I've done 3 projects in a term. Had to juggle with class test, phase tests, attachment and exam revision.
Never liked projects because misunderstanding would always occur. Like what happened last term and just? History repeated itself! But, i'm glad the misunderstanding was solved during an hour or so. :)
Now, projects, and phase tests are ALL completed. It's down to just BEH exams.

RANT!!

You people just use people. You all always say I'm hot tempered and I don't realize. But you do all realize how two faced are you people? No you don't. Why don't you go reflect on yourselves then commenting about people?
When you needed someone to talk to, you always come to me. Yes, I'm happy to be a listening ear but I'm not someone who you can just throw aside. C'mon, not only me. And our friend? You made use of him and now? You don't give a fuck about him. You guys don't appreciate what people are doing for you.
Anyway please, we already chose that song way before you guys. So get your facts right before accusing. And yes, I envy you all because you all dance well. I do look up to you guys. But, don't you think you guys think you make others feel inferior? Yes, you all dance we'll but don't fucking look down on others. You were once like them. 
And I know what the fuck is going on when I'm not around. All the backstabbing within your group. LOL irony. Don't act all close and perfect when so many rubbish are revolving in your group.
And about my temper? Nope, won't change. Don't accept it, sua :) I can be nice to those who deserves it. Anyway, all your dumb secrets are still kept with me. Not gonna bother to even talk about it. -.- you guys WERE once to me, great friends. But now, whatever. 
I'm just here to ranting. If you people see it, OKAY :) idc

Class Photos :)

Gonna miss them when we leave ITE :( 





[delayed] back to school

Yup, 2nd week of school have passed just like that and I'm finally gonna blog about it since I'm starting school at 12pm later! 
Well, I'm happy to be back with my classmates though 3 of them went to another class :( all the module teachers are just awesome. One stressful thing about this term, this whole 9 weeks are filled with attachment, class test, phase test, projects after projects and exam. 에구머니나~~ idk why school bomb us with projects even though we have so little time to revise for our test etc.

Next Monday, it's already my oncology phase test... :/
The following week, it will be to IMH. So hardly will have shit time to study!! Plus, will be staying at my grandma'is house during the posting. Since her house is just opposite IMH. Weeeee~ feeling a bit apperhensive :( hope I can pull through.

20th birthday



I've turned 20 yesterday. 에구머니나~ Celebrated my early birthday on the 4th with mummy, baby, auntie Linda, Chanel and auntie yolly at Pizza Hut. Got gifts and angpow too. Plus, I bought myself an ipad. Lol with mum helping me pay 1/3 of it with capital land vouchers. 

Yesterday, came to school and my buddy Joanna gave me a box of mini cupcakes . Fucking chio. 
Got wishes via fb, twitter, SMS, whatsapp and verbally. Thank you all those who wished me ❤️ Mummy bought me a tom and jerry mini cake too. Heehee so cute she.
And now for pictures..

Back to dance

Fianlly, I've went back for dance.
Passed down the roll of committee to the juniors. Really proud of them. Well, I hope they will run the club well.
It has been an awesome 10 month running the club though I'm always shouting here and there. But, whatever it's over so FUCK IT. ;)


First Infinite OGS Item

Collected my 1st Infinite OGS item. Weee~ The Hoya Set A (Left) file.
Waiting to get the Set B (Right) file & My other merchandises <3 p="">

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Trip to Causeway Point

Made trip to CWP with Baby. Damn, the bus LONGGGGG bus ride was so bloody hot and uncomfortable.
didn't really enjoy myself since I'm still in the walker boot and it's so difficult to walk in them.
But, i did do a bit of shopping (which was actually forbidden). Bought a bronzer and a brush :)

Anyway, just placed my orders for the Infinite OGS Merchandise before the concert. Man, the Navy Hoodie's OOS due to high demand. So, i guess i'm getting the Ivory color. :(
I hope korea's side will be able to provide more Navy color of OGS ;)
Quite sad ah!!!

I've no idea to talk about. Some stuff just can't be said here.
To you: Don't think being stucked up will lead you anywhere :)

New Blogskin

I've finally updated my blogskin. Trying to find some pink floral skins, but to my disappointment, DON'T HAVE! :(
Well, i should be sleeping by now. I've got church to attend to later but how? Body clock's completely screwed. Shall force myself to sleep then.

Anyway, i have not idea WHY am i updating my blog when NO ONE comes to read. hahahaha (Whatever)
Byee

Happy 1 Year 2 monthsary

Happy 428 days together TWG 
Thank you for tolerating all my nonsense. Heehee
iLy
 





This few weeks has been so boring. I'm either sleeping, playing the computer or watching TV.
It sucks that i can't go out. At most, i only went out to celebrate Mom's birthday and for Follow ups.

7th Sept -
Celebrated Mom's birthday at Aranda Country Club, Pasir Ris, with Baby, Chanel & Auntie Linda.
I would say it was a pleasant night. But, we've ordered TOO much food. Well, it was Darren's birthday too. So, happy birthday bro :) Oh yeah, did a card for Mom and Darren too. At least i had something to do other than my "Daily Routine"




8th Sept -
 Happy birthday Reena :) Did a Woohyun card for her. Glad she loves it.

9th Sept - Today - Been playing L4D2 Hardcore with Baby, Warren and Cass. I would say most hardcore with Cass. hahaha! We can continue Campaign after Campaign non-stop. Madness! But, there's really nothing for me to do other than using the computer (Well, that's just what I've been doing these past weeks). Been Re-watching Clicknetwork Vids (Like XiaXue's Guide to Life, Budget Barbie, Tried & Tested, NumbNuts, Chick VS Dick) & also Videos from YT like Wah! Banana, Night Owl Cinematics
& DanKhoo Production.  These videos are awesome and just hilarious.




Yup, KayKay is no longer the chick :( She's replaced by Jilly, who is also funny.


Wah! Banana, Night Owl Cinematics & DanKhoo Production work hand in hand. So you will see actors/actresses acting in the other Productions as well. Well, but they make great videos. :)

So, as I was saying, I've be RE-WATCHING ALL their Videos. Why? Because there's freaking nothing to do. And, that's the reason why I'm blogging at this crazy hour of 5.50am. (Yes, my body clock's SCREWED. Real screwed.)

Anyway, I'm getting kinda tired from looking at the computer for hours. Got to hit the sacks.
Byebye~